| Location | Newcastle Upon Tyne |
| Age | 27 years |
| Cause of Death | Suicide |
| Date of Birth | 30/03/1972 |
| Date of Death | 28/04/1999 |
| Visitors | 2,189 since 21/04/2007 |
| Creator |
John is my son.He has two sisters Lorraine and Maxine and one brother Rahman,and he is an uncle to
Kyle,Dale,Jessica,Jonaye,Tyla,Skye and the late baby Aiden.John was born early and he was a tiny
little thing weighing only 1lb 14oz,but he was to grow up to be a big lad at over 6ft tall.John
loved boxing when he was younger and had many boxing matches with a few local boxing clubs.Our house
was filled with his trophies.When he was 18 he turned pro! I was so proud when he was boxing and
attended nearly all his boxing shows.John then went on to have a daughter Shontelle and a son Neon
who he doted on.When he was aged 27 he sadly took his own life,leaving his family totally
devastated.Everyone that knew him were left in total and utter shock.John was scared of dying so how
could he manage to take his own life,its something that i will never understand!How can i put into
words how a mother feels to bury a child before her own time is up.No words that i ever could write
could explain the feeling that i felt.I only wish i knew WHY!That is a question that i will never
have answered.I only wish i knew how he was feeling that day.If only he had came and talked to me or
one of his friends or other members of his family,maybe we might have been able to help him.We might
have had him a bit longer and i could have told him just how much i loved him.Even though we didnt
see eye to eye some of the time he was still my son and i miss him with all my heart and soul and
will do until the day i go to join him,where ever he may be.I know if he is looking down on me he
will know just how much i love and miss him.JOHN it has taken me a very long time to write this
eulogy for your website but i have never been able to sit and put it into words ,but now i have.As i
write this the tears are still flowing and they always will,I LOVE YOU SON I ALWAYS WILL.So until we
meet again take care love your heart broken mam XXX
Hi John well here is another birthday i have with you not here,what i would give to have you walk through the door shouting happy birthday ma ,but you never will.I miss you John with all my heart today and forever. Love you love always mam xxx
Morning John i have not spoke to you for ages,John as you know it is Aiden's 16th birthday today so if you are having some sort of party up there in heaven take care of Aiden cause i know what you'r like at party's.John Lorraine is having a girl but i know that you knew before us.so John watch ove Lorraine and you're new niece i am so looking forward to her being born.well John i will end now but never forget that i love you and miss you so very much love always from mam xxx
Morning John sorry i have not spoke to you for ages but i can't put into words what i would like to say.John i guess you know our Lorraine is pregnant,every thing is ok with her and the baby,i am thrilled to bits that i am having another grandchild even though i thought that i would be onto great grand kids by now.John you know who she is with but it will shock you (Amor Spoors), the lad that you knew from school he is a good lad and takes good care of Lorraine and the kids.Well John i will end now i miss you so very much and i wish that you were here to see your new niece or nephew i bet that you know what Lorraine is having but you are keeping it too yourself miss and love you loads mam xxx
MY UNCLE JOHN
OIOI
UNCLE JOHN ITS YOUR NIECE SKYE HERE
JUST SAYING HI ND THAT I WISH I KNEW YA
MISS YA LOTS
LOVE SKYE
XXXX
MY UNCLE JOHN
UNCLE JOHN I KNOW THAT IT HAS BEEN TEN YEARS SINCE YOU DIED I WISH THAT I HAD MET YOU, BUT I KNOW ALL ABOUT YOU LOVE YOU FOREVER FRPM YOU NIECE TYLA XXX
HI JOHN MISSING YOU,LOVE YOU,IT HAS BEEN TEN YEARS TODAY SINCE YOU HAVE BEEN GONE.LOVE YOU ALWAYS.LOVE FROM YOUR SISTER MAXINE XXX
TEN YEARS GONE
MORNING JOHN,I CANNOT BELIEVE IT HAS BEEN TEN YEARS SINCE I LAST SAW YOU,THESE LAST YEARS HAVE WENT TOO FAST JOHN I MISS AND LOVE YOU I ONLY WISH THAT YOU WERE HERE SO I COULD TELL YOU HOW MUCH,BUT I KNOW THAT YOU KNOW THAT CAUSE I TELL YOU ALL THE TIME.THEY SAY THAT TIME HEALS BUT IT DOES NOT CAUSE MY FEELING TODAY ARE THE SAME AS THEY WERE AND THEY WILL NEVER CHANGE SO TAKE CAREJOHN LOVE FROM MAM XXX
Kathleen, I am sorry for your loss. I know it must be very hard for you and your family. Tragedies like these are so painful. I don't know you nor did I know your son, but I read your eulogy and seeing his Birth date hits hard for me because I am just a year older then him. I know you will never have total peace but wanted to let you know from all the way across the world you have support.
Dear kathleen so sorry to here about the loss of your dear son i also lost my son Marcus,s 3 years ago aged 33 marcus was in a serious road traffic accident 2 years befor and i think it was something to do with that open verdict Marcus was my only child and yes you dont think your children will go befor you that just is not wright is it my thoughts are with you today love ada xxx
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